Tuesday, June 4, 2013

CD6: I Hate Clomid

Can I just say? I mean, really. My first cycle with Clomid, it didn't effect me much. A few hot flashes at night but that was it. This time? Oh lordy! First dose was on Saturday and by Monday I was in NO MOOD!

Here's the thing: I'm a very patient person. It takes a lot for someone to get on my nerves, let alone for me to lose my temper. But yesterday I was just done. You know what I mean? Like, nobody talk to me, nobody look at me, nobody ask me for anything because then I would have to answer you and I'm afraid that I WILL START YELLING LIKE THIS!!!

Not because I'm mad or don't like you or even that your request is all that out of the ordinary. No, just because I am tapped out - I have nothing left to give. All of my resources have been spent; let me sit here and stare at the wall, plzkthx.

And then I woke up this morning is a puddle of sweat.

After today, just one more dose of Clomid. I can't freaking wait.

13 comments:

  1. I hate clomid so much. Have you considered using Femara? The side effects are almost none existent for most people. It also doesn't give cysts or dry up cm.

    Glad only one day left!

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    1. That's what I hear! We tried Femara last cycle and no response - had to cancel. Boo!

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  2. I feel your pain. When I took Clomid (years ago) my husband claimed it was the best birth control ever... because he didn't want to be anywhere near me.

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  3. Fingers crossed for survival! Good luck!!

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  4. Clomid is the worst!! I hope you make it though your last day OK!!

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  5. I swear clomid was invented by the devil...it might work, but holy cow do you have to go through a lot to deal with it. :)

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  6. CloMAD is the absolute worst! Hang in there lady! It will all be worth it if it works of course.

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  7. Oh no, so sorry you are having these side effects!! I hope you are feeling better soon

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  8. I thought I was the only one who turned into devil woman on clomid! I hated it too. Felt at my worst. But now I'm pregnant with twins, so there is a silver lining to it.

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  9. I hope you start feeling better!

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  10. I'm sorry this Clomid cycle is so rough. :-/

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  11. So sorry. I HATE clomid too. I hope the side effects subside soon!

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